Together We Rise

It was yet another hectic week... all cos of the busy schedule with dance practice. We had to perform for AsiaSoft's game fest cum IT show at Suntec Convention on Fri and Sat nite. We had to perform for the dancing game Audition... to one of the Audition's song by our very own JJ Lin...

At the dance practice, there were plenty of hiccups, arguements, disagreements...but of cos there was also fun laughter and joy.. all thanks to Shirley...super lamer joker..LOL. It was really hard work. We manage to pull through something reasonable to be performed on stage at a convention hall, within 2 weeks. And to think that many of us, in fact all of us, has not performed for almost 5 years. Good job ladies..really... credit goes to all 6 of us... All the hard work and effort is recognised. Well done. Group hug...3 cheers. TOGETHER WE RISE!!! Hope there will be another chance to perform together again.. Cos i really miss those performing and bonding days... those were the days..when I was much younger... like..err.. 21, 22? LOL. I'm glad my old bones are still quite HAPPENING!!! cos keeping it up with clubbing and partying...WOOHOO

A&B @ Zouk on 23rd May was good. But damn blardy packed!! even more packed than Markus Schulz and Armin!!! Was contemplating to either go FUEL to check out a new party venue (F1 pit warehouse), or to A&B..but of cos..A&B more impt...lol. And since Jyun and Sabbie chose A&B @ Zouk..so I went with the flow. :D Lucky went to zouk...cos I bumped into someone (one of my ex) who I lost touch with for 5 years already! We were glad to see each other cos he has been trying to contact me but my number changed..so..yah... we're in touch again now... heehee...

I finally get to stay home and rest the entire sunday!!! WOOHOO!!! NEEDED IT SO BADLY!!!
Was watching a Thai horror with my dad... dunno what title also..bought it from JB. I realised...i can get a super good laugh if i'm farking stress, or even if i wanna tighten my abs..by watching thai dvd. Cos..THE SUBTITLES ARE JUST TOO DAMN FUNNY!!! It never made sense and I wonder they direct translated from what language. It really gave me a good laugh.. and plus with my dad adding salt and pepper...it made things even funnier... LOL...

Had a good sunday rest :D Yeah!!!

Rush Hour

argh....been so busy!!! This entire week had been an overwhemingly busy and tiring one...I'm so busy I feel like crying!!!

So busy with work, helping out at Nana's shop at Far East, and dance practice...can die...my whole body has been aching for days already. No proper sleep every night due to physically tired but mentally awake and I guess cos of overdose of coffee too... argh... and I'm just gonna get more and more busy over the next 2 weeks, till end of May!!!

Finally... the 2 days FREEDOM trip to Meleka has been booked. paid. confirmed. And Kenny has finally made up his blardy mind to go...and for both days...after much convincing...

Attended the PINK DOT event yesterday...and of cos..i dressed pink...and so did 95% others...it was sorta like a gay appreciation day...though the event was nothing fantastic but it was meaningful. It kinda opened up the minds of the public...to love freely. There was this banner that actually says " Do Not Judge A Book By It's Colour" so this event also kinda promotes "Love all colors and races and gender"...
There was traditional performances of different ethnic groups and new generation groups. PInk Lion Dance, Malay Diki Barat, Bhangra Dance...and there was the SingaBore version of PussyCatDolls garnered lots of attention and cheers and whistles. There was also this other grp of chinese...about 10 people I think... performed NOBODY...quite well done I must say. Lastly..the limelight of the event...is for everyone to stand together to form a PINK DOT..as the photographer takes a picture of us up from Furama HOtel...and all to sing the theme song LOVE LOVE LOVE toghether...
About 2500 people supported...so PINK DOT was a SUCCESS!!!
Hip Hip..Hurray! Hip Hip...Hurray!! Hip Hip...Hurray!!!

So much to say but i'm too tired to continue...
i'm desperate for "myself time"...argh...

Come 2 - Gether

Another weekend of friends coming together to paint the town red and celebrate meaningful occasions.

Saturday:
Markus Schulz @ Zouk on sat nite ( 9th May) was great. But sadly and such a waste that I was too high and lost to really notice his set! But I heard he was good lah. But at least I heard him playing New World...

Glad that many friends (Kenny, Steven, Niki, Kevin, Jyun, Lawrence, Jelvis, Kelvin & Friend, Jason) were there... good company is always the most important factor to a good party!!! First time I clubbed with 8 jugs on a small little round table!!! I was so high and lost, so was Kenny, that I didn't recall alot of things...didn't recall alot of the photos taken...

We bumped into Chris Han (as always...seems fated to bump into him) and he treated kenny and I to lychee martini at wine bar...and plus a little shot of COWBOY recommended by Niki and Steven...after that...Kenny and I was ..really LOST LOST LOST & HIGH HIGH HIGH!!! Heard from Jyun that I was just laughing silly and talking silly...and...smiling all the way...but not drunk...just really super overwhelmingly HIGH. And Kenny was really just stoning and stoning and stoning..cos he said he low batt...Heard from Lawrence that he was really lost and puked a couple of times...lol...poor Lawrence...

After wine bar we head back to our table at zouk. I even went up to Joshua (the guy from the ping pong 9pm show on channel 8) and asked him if he was the ping pong show guy..and asked to take photo with him... and he was nice enuf to entertain me and kenny. LOL. cos he was kinda sharing table with us towards the end...around 3++am....so... daring and thick skin me went ahead to embarrass myself further.

Overall..it was a fantabulous night lah. Next one to come is Above & Beyond on 23rd May @ Zouk..hope it'll be a better one...

Sunday:
Mother's day...had simple lunch with my parents, cos we didn't wanna spend too much on those mother's day gimmick set meals...

Since Lush's and Bubu's birthday is on 12th May which falls on a Tuesday...so Kenny and I kinda did a little celebration at K-9 Culture after lunching with parents. Kenny's family and relatives were there too. We bought small little birthday cake for the dogs, and it's PURPLE in color...think it's blueberry flavour cos I ate a small little piece of it, and it tastes good!!! LOL. Dun worry it's all made of natural ingredients that's edible by human...
We ordered quite alot of finger food, such as chicken nuggest, friend onion rings, pizza, chicken wings...I would say they all taste good and pricing is really reasonable. Try the citrus strawberry smoothie..cheap and good. heehee. All humans and dogs had their fare share of good food and fun ...

Was so tired, I actually slept at 9pm ...crashed totally...KO!

Monday:
Another day of friends coming together, to reminisce the dancing days. Working up my old and stiff bones...gotta learn a dance routine for a dance performance for some event...group of 6...Rise, Marilyn and a 2 other dance mates from 8 years ago. Jyun and Mar was over at my place practicing the entire day today. It's been 6 years since I last perform a dance at Singapore Street Festival... I was like..err... 22 years old then! OMG!!! Good thing Jyun is fast with picking up the dance steps from the given video...so it's easier for us all to learn faster... We're paid quite good money for this job...otherwise we wouldn't do it either.

Quite a long input today..there's alot more actually...about the FREEDOM party and some unpleasant issues with a several people...haiz...I'll save it for another time...

Light Of Hope

Just completed 20 episodes of Devil Beside You...

The ending is considered satisfactory...heehee...happy ending...that's right...

It really gives me a glimps and lightof hope that true love still exists...

I shall wait for the very momentous day...where that someone...the very one...the one and only...the right one...because I know...that day will come...

Yet Another Day

I'm happy today... cos the weather is fine...it's a beautiful day...and I managed to do lots of stuffs...do a little bit of work...vacuumed and mopped the entire house...wash the common toilet...showered Lush...spring clean my entire Purple Lounge (my room)...and did a little extra stuffs to it (see pics below). And it's already 1am now but I still feel awake. Blogging in my cosy little PurpleLounge as I'm listening to Dj Yukun's Ambient /Chillout mix ETERNAL MEMORIES. A very fulfilling day indeed.

Wanted to go for a jog in the evening but really no time lah... My room already took up like 6 hours of spring cleaning and modifying...partly also cos I was taking my own sweet time...heehee

There's really nothing much I can do to my room as yet. Feel like darkening the purple walls cos it's now violet...instead of the usual purple I like...but my parents are totally against it...hurr hurr...:( There's just too many things in my room lah... ARGH!!! No matter how much I discard everytime I spring clean every 1-2 months...seems like still the same as...2 years back! WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY STUFFS???!!! How I wish one day I would just go MAD and throw away everything!!! HAHAHA...AS IF I WOULD!!!

Come... let you have a peek of Purple Lounge...

Before: After:

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!!! HAHA

There are really 5 differences:

1) Curtains at side of bed

2) Flowers on wall

3) Black Pillow-cases and bolster cases

4) Position of Strawberry Bolster

5) LUSH

oops there's 6 actually..

6) Spotlight on wall switched on

More Pics of Modified Purple Lounge:
(Model: Lush Teo)

My little cosy work corner:

View from outside of room:

That's all for today... time to go tuck in my bed and indulge in 2 episodes of my taiwan drama before I sleep. Am watching Devil Beside You now.. so sweet and so romantic..If only SingaBOREan men are like that... or maybe I should set up a "SingaBOREan Men MUST Watch Taiwan Drama" club...lol

I'll be busy from tomorrow onwards...took on a new sideline... sales and marketing of pet products... my ex boss from the pet cafe (Pawtobello) approached me to help her. Best thing is I'm paid basic but need not report to office. OTOT (own time own target) as long as I hit the sales quota. So officially start work tmr... hope all goes well...

Such Is Life - Fun Fun and More Fun...

Let's start with last Thursday...outing with V and J and my baby Lush to check out a few pet cafes, to celebrate Lush's and Bubu's birthday. V drove, so it was convenient to move around. We checked out Urban Pooch at Balestier Road and K-9 Culture and Turf City.Urban Pooch...was not up to my standard..maybe cos I used to work at Pawtobello...quite a reasonable variety of food for both dogs and humans,but pricing slightly on the higher side, which I feel it's a little too pricey for such non-airconditioned environment. On the other hand... I love K-9 Culture so much. Nice clean and price of food is reasonable. And US Doggy bakery is just next to the cafe...so you can get nice little treats and snacks for your doggy. Recommended.
I headed to Kenny's place with Lush for Mahjong Session with his new "SISTAs". I finally get to meet W and W's friend M and J. Nice and fun bunch of Sistas! Kenny says i'm a natural FAGHAG!!! LOL. Reached home at 4am...so late...

Then on Fri night. I joined Kenny at his work event at Cafe Del Mar (CDM), Superstar Summer. It was another eye-opener event. First time experiencing a really crowded CDM, flooded with topless, fit, hunky and good-looking AJs. DROOLING!!!! OMFG!!!WHY ARE THEY NOT STRAIGHT??? WHY AM I NOT GAY???!!! We had lots to drink and we all had fun...with Kenny and his colleagues and his friends...I AM JUST A NATURAL FAGHAG LAH!!!! Reached home at 5am...woke up the next day feeling like it was all a dream... lol..
Forgot to mention...I woke up the next day and found 4 lighters and 4 packs of condoms in my bag. LOL... they were distrubuting condom to promote whatever blah blah blah...and I think all of us were quite high and dunno what the hell we did..things ended up in my bag.. HOW COME I DIDN'T FIND EXTRA MONEY THEN? Like maybe 4 pieces of $50 note? or maybe 4 packs of Viceroy Ice??? haha oh well..now i have lots of condoms..heehee...

Sat...attended Roger's 10 years anniversary private party of being in showbiz...It was another eye-opener thing to me. First time see him sing and perform... and he invited a couple of drag queens and Abigail to perform as well...and all was recorded. Audience (which includes me and Jyun) had to go on stage for alittle shot that is to be included in the credits. It was a fun experience.
Ended the night with chilling session with my usual group (Jyun, BJ, Nana, Isaac) at Majestic Bar. I finally get to chill there and try their popular and always mentioned and spoken about chicken wings. I ordered passionate mango and lurve it...and was mocked by YK and working staffs there for sitting outside instead on indoors... enjoying the ever so hated heat...what to do...my peeps prefered outdoors...left at 1plus when we saw the sky kept on lighted up by lighting...non stop..it was scary at first... cos we've never seen such non-stop lightning and no sounds of thunder at all... reached home at 2am...hurr hurr...really drained and tired...and it started pouring and thundering heavily...the best moment to have a super duper power sleep!!!

SUNDAY IS SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP DAY!!!

TODAY...I have finally booked my final theory, and applied for cable tv...something that i've procrastinated for a couple of months!!!

Got to find out from one of my friend today... she was also involved with a married man and end up with nothing but hatred and hurt. Suppose to meet her today to exchange story but she couldn't make it at the very last minute. She's actually trying to take revenge to get back at the guy for the dreadful things he has done...I see no point in revenge by ruining his reputation or in any obvious manners that may hurt both parties even further... will definitely talk her out of revenge... cos I'm sure there's better way to do so...her verdict " Married men with itchy LJ and sweet mouth sucks big time"....and I totally agree with her...as of now...

Move On - from a friend Barry Tan

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See beyond immediate circumstances. Clear the decks of any old grievances. Learn from the past and move on by tapping into your inner resources of self-worth and humility. With honesty and commitment, softly let go and let others change. There are new horizons, new growth and a new lease of life.
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Our beliefs are created out of our past experiences; the situations that we get ourselves into and the people that have crossed our paths. These beliefs shape our thoughts and our reactions now, in the present. And through this process, we create the reality we want to see, which further reinforce these beliefs that become the facts we strongly attached ourselves to.

Are we missing out on something here?
Have we actually become the very victims of our own reality and thus, our past?

See beyond immediate circumstances and challenge our beliefs.

Learn the lessons from the past and move on by tapping into your inner resources of self-worth and humility. When you clear these decks of old grievances, you are emptying vessels and more importantly, renewing your heart.

Change is eminent. With honesty and commitment, softly let go and allow others to change. When you move on, others around you move on too.

What better way to face the bigger reality of life and its tribulations than like one who sees new horizons, new growth and new opportunities all the time.

Unforgivable

What's unforgivable? The behaviour of some men... I mentioned SOME MEN, not ALL MEN ok.

V went on a date last night, with the young chap, Lwho picked us up at Mambo last wed. L was the one who dated her out, supposedly for dinner, and drinks at Boat Quay. But he arrived, underdressed (tshirt, berms and slippers) even later than V did, and better still, already had dinner, without informing V earlier. V had to starve till L arrive to have dinner, and to find out that he already had, and it was already 10pm. Fuming already. Nvm. V had to pay for the dinner, and his can of drink. V is still fine with this, cos she was the one eating. But L should at least have the decency to open up and pour out V's can of drink. He was simply indulging his drink in his own world. LOL.
They proceeded to Chillz for drinks and singing. They ordered a jug of beer, L drank like as though he is damn thirsty. V only drank 1 glass. When the bill came to him, he looked at the bill and looked at V and kept quiet, so V had to foot the bill with her credit card instead. And he didn't even say THANK YOU!!!
WTF. Xiao Bai Lian is so written all over his face. And instead of walking V to where she has to wait for her transport, he subconsiously led her to walk him to the MRT station instead. How nice... how gentlemen...how suave...
He was quite a gentleman and was quite suave when we met him at Zouk. Never would we expect him to be such a...Disgustingly Disastrous Guy (DDG, a new term by V).

Just So Unforgivable...

A has totally stopped contacting me. His dad is still calling me and msging me asking me how am I and why haven't been visiting him. Told him i was busy. I was actually mad with A, for what he has done to me. He knew I was hurt and... used... but yet all he can do to me is just totally not contact me. Is he doing this on purpose or is he really busy with getting over his shitty emo situation? I hate him so much...

cause leaving me the way you did was just so... Unforgivable...

But then again...at least I've woken up from this lesson...and no longer am foolishly letting him make use of me... will never believe his sweet nothings and hopeful words ever!

Your sweet nothings are deceiving...
But I won't Be made a fool...
Cause leaving me the way you did was just so... Unforgivable...

Another Tiring Weekend

This weekend wasn't busy or hectic. There wasn't any clubbing or partying involved. But was tiring cos of the blardy damn hot weather. But today's weather was really nice...it finally rained...with cold winds.

Due to some unforseen circumstances...the outdoor outing to Cafe Del Mar on Sat was cancelled. Alot of people last minute backed out... but then again the weather was scorching hot lah. I would have got darker and get myself more roasted if we still went ahead with the plan.

Went to a friend's wedding reception earlier today. It was held at Polo Club along upper thomson road. We used to hang out together during our primary school days, when we were 9 or 10 years old. A few others who hanged out together with us during those days were also at the reception. Haven met them for almost 15 years I suppose.
Amongst us, Vega is the only one who tied the knot, at the age of 28. Been with her bf since their Uni days, so it's almost equals to being together for about 8 years. The rest of us, including me, age ranging 26-28... are all single...hhmmm and I wonder why... haha.. Realised that alot rather stay single and enjoy singlehood and freedom, and not torture themselves with burden and responsibilities which might not reap them benefits but more disadvantages.

But sadly... many men has abused their authority... and the trust and friendship.... cos many men...never think with the right head! They think with the head down there and not the one up there!!! How practical and real right???!!!

Reminiscing the Poly Clubbing Days

During Poly days, together with V (who found me on Fb recently after losing contact for 7 years), we would go clubbing on any day. Even the night before exam, we would lose control and sneak out of my house (burning midnight oil at my place) and head to mhd sultan. Then it was Madam wong, The Page and Next Page and Samsara that we frequent. We would party like crazy and make sure we go home happy.

Yeah, just the 2 of us. A girls night out last night (ladies night), after so many years. But this time round... we had to choose places where either we will feel comfortable with (knowing the music and crowd), or places where there are lesser Young Girls. LOL last time we have to worry about age limit...now we're worrying about... over age limit? LOL

We've not been out in the partying scene for too long so not too sure bout the music they play at the clubs. So after slupring our free drinks at Zirca, we finally ended up at Mambo cos we're sure about the songs they play. And also ended up getting picked up by 22 year old boi bois... all thanks to V, for being seh aka looking bored. LOL. These 2 young bois are so eager and so enthusiastic! They know we're older than them but chose not to guess our age. haha. So younger bois liking older gals is still a trend. LOL.

I've already changed my image by changing my hairstyle so that i'll look my age or close to my age, and hopefully get picked up by the right guys...But why am I still getting picked up by much younger bois??!!! ARGH!!! And they thought I'm 25...how nice... but scary time flies so quickly I'm nearing 30 alrdy. DAMN!!!

Will slowly monitor what these young chaps want from older plus sized girls. haha. I think I can start writing a book titled "What Men Really Are and What They Want." I'm am gathering more information and would like to conduct interviews too. wahahah. We shall see...

Calmly Observe - (Shared by my friend Barry Tan)

If you calmly observe, you will more clearly see situations for what they really are.

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How many times when we have allowed our past experiences and paradigms to demarkate and judge our present moments?

To do this is to almost experience life in a well. Like that folk tale of a frog that lives in a well, only knowing that the sky is as big as the mouth of the well. Could you imagine the number of opportunities that you could have not seen or could have missed out, because of a paradigmed and conditioned mindset?

Free your mind. Free your mind and allow a non-judgemental awareness to take over. To calmly observe is to observe in the mind of a new-born baby, To see and judge every predictament or situation with an unbiased point-of-view. In this way, you will allow yourself to see situations for what they really are.

Do know that there's always two sides to a coin; and a flipside to every situation, problem or occurence? A Yin-Yang example of opposites and underlying meanings. Could there have been a lesson that you could have rejoiced about?

Emo Tuesday... so much things going on in my mind!!!

As if things are not bad enough.
As of it is...things has already gotten to such a drastic and embarrassing situtation... to the point of...no return I suppose? I dunno..let's just see how things goes with his side. But bottom line...I know I shouldn't believe him anymore...or even put in any effort to impress anymore. Just sit back and FUCK CARE!!!

And as for C's side... he might just want a rollercoaster ride instead of a romantic ride on the ferris wheel. How sad right, and he's such a good catch! We got along so well and felt so comfortable with each other. But he only believe in THE RIGHT ONE...so I guess... it's too early to tell if I'm his RIGHT ONE...or simply just not. But then again I also need to find out if he is My Right One. Cos I also believe in finding THE RIGHT ONE...

Is there no more decent guy out there? Is there no such thing as a decent date anymore??!!! Or am I just simply meeting all the wrong men??!! Why do I always end up getting myself into shitty situations???!!!

I just want a decent date... a decent romantic date. Like a dinner and movie date. A stroll at ECP or just cruising in his car around SingaBore listening to Class 95 or Lush 99.5. Just pureply decent and no SEX mentioned!!! Is it that hard??!!! Is sex really so important or the only thing men think about???!!! Of cos with someone reasonable, dun throw me a geek or someone I have totally no interest in. I'd rather stay home and cry over my taiwan drama.

Feeling really down and emo lately... the fact that I've been always learning and listening about how difficult it is to find true love... and many real and disgusting facts about some men ( I meant some...cos I know there are still good men around but limited edition). All these information are good in a way... but it's just really draining me to know about such sad facts... facts that I have to absorb and eventually accept them.

I'm feeling horrible... I need to quickly do something to pick up the pieces!!!
I think I should clean up my room tmr to make me feel better... and go out on a girl's nite out on a wed night. I hate this feeling!!! ARGH!!!

Taiwan / Korean / Japanese Drama Vs Life In Reality

Now I finally came to realise and understand why people loves watching all these drama series.

I've been lately indulging in some Taiwan drama series. Can't find true love in real life right? So no choice but to indulge in drama series. And also somehow still keeps me believing that True Love does exist. Oh well... I almost thought there's very slight possibilities of finding true love.

Surrounded by too many divorce cases and 2nd marriage cases. Surrounded by men who are womanizers esp at the prime age of 30-40.
I'll talk more about this topic later...not now...

I just wanna say... I can only find love and comfort by watching taiwan drama now.
How sad right... hahaha

It's Been Really Long...

It's really been really long (1 and 1/2 year) since I last updated this peaceful serenity...

Too much things been going on, so much to the point of changing a few perceptions and principles of life, which also caused a little character change. There's so much going on in my mind...so much that it's overflowing...so guess it's time to list them down before I go crazy!!!

Time really flies, just a blink of the eye and it's now coming to an end of April 2009. One third of the year flew past just like that.

Am I still the same old me? I questioned myself numerous times.
Part of me still exists, but part of me evanesced too....

I managed to catch up with many old friends lately....over the past 1 and 1/2 year of missing in action. Friends from 12 years ago... IJ mates... CYF mates... ex bfs...Poly mates....
And also got to know many new friends...and made good friends too...

Along this combination of negative n positive, yet bizarre journey, I've picked up so much that has opened up and broadened my mindset and perspection of life, friends, especially Men. Not that I'm trying to pick on men...but I realised that lately, I have found out and learnt so much... so much that it scares me... so much that I'm starting to fear marriage or even getting into a commited relationship... so much that... I'm seeing almost the same characteristics in many men! My eyes has finally opened up!!! And I'm sure there's much more to be discovered!!! OM MY!!! I hope I can handle all these. I am going to discover, which part of me, my heart or my mindset, or just simply me myself and I, that is helping me hang in there and keep being strong and overcome whatever WEIRD WEIRD OBSTACLES I have been encountering!!!

DAMN LIFE!!!! IT'S SO DIFFICULT ON ME!!!! WHY SO???!!!! But yet I'm enjoying and appreciating every single moment! I'm indulging in both the happiness and sadness!
I've learnt to soak in the sun, absorbing all the sunshine and exhuberant energy of the sun!
I've learnt to enjoy outdoor activities and appreciating the natural mother nature surrounding me.
I've learnt to spend wisely...well of cos based on the situation I've been in for the past 3 years never allowed me to splurge...so I guess it's good thing.
I've learnt to become a Xiao Nu Ren (not as Da Nu Ren as before) and more submissive now. And even learnt to be very patient and caring towards the elders.
I'm forseeing that I'm in for more weird happenings and obstacles... am I really just suay??? or this is just life???!!!

This is just the beginning of my nagging and bragging of how sucky my life is....more to come....

ZoukOut 2007 (8 Dec, From 8pm to 8am, @ Siloso Sentosa)

Fantastic night. REALLY worth the wait. Armin's set was at 5am but i guess everyone else felt the same too! It was worth the blardy wait!!! i Stayed all the way till 7.30am.

Went with Kenny Lim (Si Hum), Darren, Darren's GF Fiona and Fiona's friend, forgot the name. haha. My colleagues and boss was there too. And met up with Leonard, Sufyan and Reyaz there just before we left. :) We walked out together. Leonard gave me a lift home.

Here are some pics taken. I took more pics of the lazer lights than of people! HAha. I even took lots of videos of the lazer lights effects. Really fantastic and yet another unforgettable night. Check out the pics.

Half Fairy Half Devil

Sorry this was updated so late. Been really really busy.

This is my revised tattoo.

Now she's wearing clothes and has extended wings.
Can no longer see her six packs and mascular legs anymore.

But her eyes are still the same. She still has no eyeballs.
No Eyeballs = No Life = Not Human = Immortal.

SHE'S AN IMMORTAL! (Some more my fav song My Immortal by Evanescence)

I'm still not very pleased with it cos it looks totally un-matched with my very first and ever so beautiful purple fallen angel. Think i'll still have to think about what I can do to this Half Fairy Half Devil thingy.

I have to save up lots of money to cover up i guess.

Before:

After

Inflicting Pain Again!

Have been craving to do this for so long already..now its the time..tomorrow is the day...:D
All i have to do is to cover the current back devil. Cos i really feel negative about it..dunno why..
So I dunno what is the artist gonna cover it with..will definitely take pictures and post. :D
Gotta go sleep and get enough rest for tomorrow's PAINFUL YET SHIOK MOMENT!

It's been a while

It's really been a while since I last popped in here and update.
I'm doing events now...summer holiday job at the pet cafe is over.
Now it's back to serious career involvement.
Been so busy with work...burried with work...no time to really chill, rest and relax.
Quite deprived of fun and laughter peace and joy leh..how ah? Haha
Really hope to catch up with my friends soon.

Upcoming events to look forward to:
- Thurs 8 Nov = Public holiday plus Paw Wow with 938 Live
- Sat 8 Dec = ZOUKOUT!

That's all for now..otherwise life is just all about work..trying to pick up the small little broken pieces of life and balancing life. All I can ever do now is just chill with Lush 99.5 in PurpleLounge.

Meanwhile...chill..

My New Job

Hey hey...as mentioned...I'm working in a Pet Restaurant now.
It's really a nice pet boutique and pet friendly restaurant for pet lovers, pet owners and their doggies to gather and chill here. Though the setting is a little high class...italian style.. but overall it feels like home. And we serve a huge variety of human food, and really special dog food and drinks too!

Sometimes I bring along my baby Lush with me to work too!
So dog owners, when you're free and would like to go somewhere
where you can bring your doggy along with you, do drop by at Pawtobello.
It's time to pamper yourself, and your doggy!
And we also have a huge varieties of pet products for you to pamper your pets with.
Really nice clothes, collars, leashes and many other stuffs. I already bought a few stuffs for my baby. :D

Pawtobello is located at 33 Mhd Sultan Road #01-04.
Next to Yoyogo Japanese Restaurant.
Directly Opposite Double O.
For reservations or enquiries you can call me or 68874806.
We are open daily from 9am to 10pm.

Hope to see you and your doggy there soon yah :D
CheeRs :D

Nothing Much To Talk About

There's nothing much to update about my life now. Boring and pathetic as usual.
Other than me being jobless and still trying to find a job suitable for me.
Meanwhile, I just got myself a part time job at a Pet Restaurant. Need to take a break doing a no-brainer job for a while lah. Haha. so i can focus and get busy doing my Visual Comm course final project.

My baby Lush's period lasted for 10 days. all of a sudden she seem to have put on a little weight right after her period. Haha she runs around clumsily now. Like what people would usually say, the dog usually has the characteristics of it's owner. dunno how true.

Anyways, i've also been busy watching Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency before i sleep everynight.
Watching season 2 on my pc at the moment. I find that it's more interesting than Next American Top Model leh! I just love how Janice Dickinson (JD) carry herself. I love her overly confident mean or nice whenever necessary attitude. Just love her guts, and her evil mouth. HAHA.
She reminds me of Cruela Deville (dunno spell right or not) from 101 Dalmations, but of cos JD the more humane version. Not so cruel.

Take a look at the pic below. thinking of covering my back "evilish-six-packed" looking fairy with one of the pics below. Not sure if it's possible. Suggestions and comments anyone?