Retail Therapy

I went shopping at Suntec & Marina with Pearly yest night after work.
RETAIL THERAPY IS ALWAYS THE BEST!!!!
Went to TopShop to look for Alicia, it was the last day of the 70% sales.
Then went to Ebase at Marina..I think the whole shop is on sale!
Pants from $15 - $20, dresses from $15 - $25, tops from $10 onwards!
Sale like hell lah!!!
In total, I spent $132 for 7 pieces of clothes!
I got 3 tops from Topshop, 3 dresses and 1 pants from Ebase. Power lah!
In average one piece only about $18!
YEEHAA!

Clearing Up the Mess

Think I had enough time to be messy and be in trouble..time to wake up.
Get rid of the unecessary stuffs, and bring back the important stuffs.
You know there are times when you suddenly will just wake up and clear up the mess you're in. Well... i really dun wanna lose my friends or anything else that is really important to me.. so i guess it's time i get my acts right.
I must try to balance...balance in order to have a healthy and happy lifestyle.
I must... I must...

Song of The Day (Goodbye My Lover)

GOODBYE MY LOVER - James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Today's Words Of Wisdom

"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else; and for everything you gain, you lose something." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

For everything that i've missed out for the past 3 years, my family, the fun, my friends, neglected those who wanted to be there for me and those who care for me, I started a journey of independence to search and bring them back, when I lose something so very important.
During this journey...I've earned alot of those that I've missed out...but at the same time...losing them slowly...as other new stuffs are being earned.

I do not wish to lose the care and concern, and the respect from my friends, just for one thing that I have earned during this journey in search of independence.
I do not want to lose my friends for any reason at all. I seek your understanding friends. Please talk to me...

Life Is Going To Get Better @ The Cathay

Singapore Idol LOSER!

WooHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAHIMAH RAHIM IS OUT!!!!
No offence to anyone yeah...but I seriously can't stand her!
Her face, her actions, trying to act rock and act cute at the same time..
the way she sings... her everything!!! BLAH!!!!
Such a fake poser loser rocker!!!!!!!

Next one I hope out..but I know quite impossible lah... the LUP CHEONG TWOHILL!!!
Hahaha.

Jonathan's the best lah :p

Photo taken at Autograph session of Top 8, at Cineleisure last sat 5th Aug.

TranceParade post coverage

TRANCE PARADE was blardy FANTASTIC! but super packed. First time I see BBBC so packed!! Woohoo!!! P@T popular ah!!! And he loves to do the Singapore Work out at the console!! Good Job! NExt time all do together! Please initiate the moves ok! I'll sure join in! :p
I didn't take any photos this time. But someone (malay botak guy with eyebrow stud, and calls me Purple) came up to me and took a photo of me and my friends!!! Can that someone please PM me or post me a message please. Cos i dunno who are u!! :D Thanks dude.
By the way... BBBC...my prefered and recommended venue to chill and be seen at :P

That's all for now lah. Nothing much to talk bout NDP yest. Ciaos for now.

Introducing.... LUSH!!!!!

Introducing a new family member.. and a new love of my life...my baby... LUSH!
I just brought her home on sunday, 30th July. A birthday present I bought for myself. :D

Song of The Day ( Where'd You Go)

Where'd You Go by Fort Minor
(Chorus:)
Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
(Intro:)
Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
(Verse 1:)
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit
and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say,
so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 1:)
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while, Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine, I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 3:)
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home[x5]

Thanks All

Was quite fun at MOS last night, drinking free flow at the new member's area.
Those who came were Lyn, Jeremy and his friand Liangwu, and Liangwu's friend, Andrew, Alicia and 2 of his girl friends, Felicia, Sabrina and Kelly. Thanks all for coming. :D
Well...since drinks were free and not limited to housepours only, we drank all sorts. Had alot of fun drinking and taking photos and hunting for elligible bachelors. HAha.
Supposed to go to BBBC but end up didn't cos the whole group wants R&B!!!
So sorry I couldn't make it to BBBC...sorry...next time k.

Anyways, received quite a few gifts and 2 of which I love very much. Now I got what i've always wanted. PURE PURPLE by Hugo Boss and Dolly Love by Anna Sui..2 bottles of fragrance :D SO HAPPY!! :D

More parties tonight..so tired now... will update more and post pictures on Monday. :D

A Day I Must Enjoy!!!

It's my day today...and I really do wish I'll be enjoying it to the maximum!
Programs are fully lined up already. Hope all will turn up, and don't go home so early.
And also hope I don't get too drunk lah!!!
Bro P@t very nice, bringing me and my friends into MOS member's area, free entry and free flow from 9pm - 11pm!! WOhoo i'm gonna enjoy to the max man! And hope I'll get a membership card for my present!! *Cross Fingers*

Hehe...Following that, trance night at BBBC man!!! But well...other groups of friends asking me to go Double O cos BD celebration too!!! HAHA DUNNO WHAT TO CHOOSE AH!!!

Anyways...just hope I will be happy tonight.. :D
CheeRs

Song of The Day (Lonely)

Lonely by Akon

Lonely, I'm Mr. lonely, I have nobody, to call my owwnnn
Lonely I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, to call my owwnn
Lonely, I'm Mr. lonely, I have nobody, to call my ownnn
I'm so lonely....
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there, man ya' know who got to have that one "good girl" whose always been there like took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave yeah.
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda' sworn I was dreamin', for her I was feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking on these few years, tryna' figure out what I gotta do to make it go back cause, ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
(Chorus)
I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my ownnn(to call my owwnn)
I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely), I have nobody (i have nobody), to call my owwnn (to call my own owwnn)
Cant believe I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you thru you still stuck around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you a good girl and I had no right, I really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl,
(Chorus)
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be, ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see, then the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy but now so lonely.
(Chrorus)
Never thought that I'd be alone, I didnt think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, stop playing girl and come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished dat I would hurt my baby, and its drivin' me crazy cause i'm so...
(Chorus)
Lonely, So lonely, (so lonely), So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely,(Lonely) so lonely (so lonely), So lonely, (lonely), So lonely, (so lonely), so lonely (so lonely), Mr. Lonely.

35hz @ BBBC, 28 July (Fri) 2006

35hz presents
Daniel Storey (Ibiza / UK)
Yukun (Singapore)

Date : Friday, 28 July 2006
Time : 11PM - 3AM
Venue : Barbaablackchic, 10 Perak Road, Singapore 208131

11.00 pm - 01.00 am : Daniel Storey
01.00 am - 03.00 am : Yukun

Song Of The Day (On Bended Knees)

Really old song but Very meaningful lyrics...

On Bended Knees - Boyz II Men

Darlin' I, I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Boy, it's driving me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong?
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?
Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be?
Oh, God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee

I'll never walk again
Until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight, and I know
That I don't need to be alone, yeah

When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you, come back to me

Baby, I'm sorry
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done
Please come back home boy
I know you put all your trust in me
I'm sorry I let you down
Please come back

I'm gonna swallow my pride, Say I'm sorry, Stop pointing fingers
The blame is on me, I want a new life, And I want it with you
If you feel the same, Don't ever let it go, You gotta believe
In the spirit of love, It'll heal all things, We won't hurt anymore
No, I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees, Begging you please, Come home...

Can we go back to the days our love was strong?
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?
Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be?
Oh, God give me a reason
I'm down on bended, down on bended knee

I'll never walk again
'Til you come back to me
I'm down on bended Knees

And so GERMANY is out...

And so GERMANY is out.. the remaining team i supported... :(
Brazil, England, Germany all out.

Who's going to be next tonight? PORTUGAL OR FRANCE??

Who's going to fight at the finals??!!

Another long night tonight. gotta go see if my members enjoy the matches on big screen... :(
Can't wait to know who's getting out next too!!!

Upcoming EXCITING Matches

The upcoming next few matches...so looking forward to catch them!!
- Germany Vs Argentina
- England Vs Portugal
- Brazil Vs France

These are the matches i'm so looking forward to catch, cos they made me have somethign to look forward to and keeps me occupied at night!

Can't wait for Semi Finals TOO!!!

The Tough Part

It's been really tough these few days...but I managed to pull through..well it's only the 3rd day today. Been drinking and all so I can sleep immediately when I get back home.. 3rd day today and i'm falling sick, only after 2 days of continuous drinking. Those who know me, would know i'm not a good drinker yah :p

Friends who goes drinking on weekdays or weekends, ask me along lah :p I sometimes have difficulty looking for drinking partners, cos not alot of my friends drinks :p

Time to move on

Well..it's really time to move on.. I'm a free soul now. :)

It's really painful

It has been really painful...to try to get up on my feet again. I'm sorry my friends, i made you cry and worried.
Please understand that it is a really painful time for me now...I know i must get up on my feet. i know i must be strong. i know...but i guess it really takes time...
I've lost someone so important and precious in my life. It will really take time to heal.
When i cry, i'm not week, i do want to be strong please believe me. But it's just really difficult to get over everything so easily and so soon.
Dear friends, hope you understand.

I guess...it's really the end

I guess it's really the end now... and i guess it's time to move on.
Friends, i'm so sorry if i'm not going to be myself lately. Give me some time. I'll be ok soon. just need time.